What keeps one stuck in the ‘victim’ mentality? FEAR
Dreaded fear. 🙁 It hit me as I’ve been playing with my computer trying to convert old talks that were recorded from video to my desktop and then figuring out how to catch ‘snippet minutes’ of the 30+ minute talk that might hold someones attention on You Tube and then finally trying to figure out why my web cam wouldn’t record my voice… that I have been putting off completing another writing project out of sheer FEAR. Fear that I won’t have the ability to write something more than what I’ve already given. When I wrote EXPOSED I did it out of a full abandon to God’s will. I even titled the folder in My Documents – “God’s Book” because if it was to go anywhere it would have to be by the grace of God.
I don’t want to write another book unless I have that same force pulling every page out of me. When I get the ‘urge’ I write…and then I wait. I then make excuses and get busy with the other projects I feel led to do. But it is not God that’s been keeping me away. I feel His direction, I know exactly what I need to do but I’ve been allowing myself to fall into the enemy’s grasp of laziness.
NO MORE 🙂
I’ve been writing ALL WEEK and I love it!! 🙂 AND I’ve managed to get myself better acquainted with the WEB and technology so by next week I should be the new blog project! YIPPEE!!
So for now, here is a 7 minute segment peaced together from a talk I did for the Archdiocese of Galveston-Houston Youth Conference in the summer of 2007:
(Still learning…apparently I can’t put anything longer than a minute directly on my website? I’ll have to play around with that. Till then, here is the link to You Tube)
Blessings!
Shannon