Days have gone by that I have found myself at this computer trying to work on one of the two writing projects I have going and with fingertips resting on the keys I’d drift off. It didn’t matter if it was 10am or 2pm or even 9pm if I were driving a car and stopped at a light my eyes would close. Extreme fatigue plagued my every day for the past few weeks and I was certain something was wrong.
My mind was clear when I was awake so I knew I couldn’t be depressed. I knew what that felt like. However, the doctor checked me out and all of my levels were perfectly fine. My situation became clear one afternoon when I met up with a spiritual advisor and for the first time in months, I mean many many months, I began to cry. Obviously the sheer emotional stress I’ve been under with the sitaution with WinePress and also carrying the load of helping a few other people out with their own very deep emotional situations left me wearing the burden physically.
Like a plug being pulled from a dam once they started the tears kept coming. The damn hasn’t broken (not yet). I haven’t been boo-hooing all over the place but it seems for once I am fine to take a moment and allow the tears to flow in silence. It is as if my emotional tank needed to let out some of the excess in order to make room for everything that was coming in. 😉
I know at some point I deserve to hide away for a quiet moment, just the Lord and I, and open up the dam to empty it out a bit but that will come in time. What has helped tremendously is finally being BACK ON TRACK. I am enjoying my new website! Thanks to John Flynn at Kickstart Media who has been so very patient with me and who has done a phenominal job on this site. And thanks to Tina and Diane at B&B Media who have also been very patient and helpful as we prepare for the re-release of EXPOSED in a few weeks.
The biggest change you have seen on this site is that it is now called HOPEFUL HEARTS MINISTRY. Everything I do is through the ministry now and I need your help! Please take the time and take a look at the ABOUT HOPEFUL HEARTS page to learn more about the ministry.
Also, another added feature is the PRESS KIT pdf that is located under the MEDIA page. Check it out as well…I was given some very good questions to answer by a few people that might be beneficial to many. It is one of the last pages of the kit.
Thank you for your patience in these past few weeks! There ain’t no stopping me now! 😉
Blessings
Shannon