After all of my whining yesterday I suppose God was like ‘All right already! I’ll give you a break!‘ and today as I’ve stated before was a NEW DAY. 🙂
Yesterday I bombed the test. Instead of wrapping up inside my desire to not be ‘needed’ for just a few hours I failed to come out of that pit to receive the blessing that I’m NEEDED. And I failed to take a deep breath and review what I had set for today to see that I actually did have a few hours to get caught up in the little ‘to do’ things on my list. Well, maybe not everything but God did give me an inner peace that it will get done.
Sheepishly she bows her head in a gesture of sudden understanding and humility. “It is what it is to be human.”
*side confession* – my fear is for the next 351 days I might have to relearn this lesson over and over again to get it through my stubborn spirit and you will all quickly become bored. In fact, this project might show me that there are a few lessons I have yet to grasp with both hands. What am I thinking, this is for ME after all (no offense, ergo the selfishness in that statement). If God needs me to figure that out then so be it. But you see, this is good for those of you that just might connect with my struggles, maybe you are faster at getting it AND you don’t have to air your petty ways to the world. I know, I know, you’re welcome. 🙂
I sure do hope you all know I am laughing! Or for the more ‘tech savvy’ LOL
Blessings
Shannon